The Start of a New Me

The first day.  I didn't even make it to the car and the tears started.  I can't remember the last time I was that overwhelmed.  I have never had an anxiety attack but this is what I imagined it to be like, can't breath, can't catch my breath, panic mode, want to erase what just happened that day. 

I cried everyday for the next week.  I couldn't believe the load; my life was changing and I probably wasn't prepared for it and probably never would be.  Almost 3 months into this program, I believe you just have to be pushed in.  At least, that's what it felt like.  I just went with it.

By the second week, I wasn't crying anymore.